I had to mature at a young age. & you know what I am going to take the advantage of having a pass to the happiest place on earth because that is the only place where i can live out all the childhood memories that i was denied when i was a child. Would you rather have me be doing drugs,every guy on the football team,and drinking?? Because if thats what you want i am telling you right now that thats not me. I am not going to be sorry for not being the president of a club. When i brought it to your attention about me even joining one you said”not right now”. It frustrates me to think that i try to come to you with the things i want to do to better myself and you dont care to listen. For instance, when i had my avid banquet you didnt even care to show up let alone volunteer to help set up or bring something. What do you expect me to do when i dont have someone to be there for me to encourage me to keep going? All of a sudden you care about me because your “favorite” child didnt and still hasnt made the cut to live out your dreams for the one thing you love the most? Go ahead and leave because you were never here for me when i needed you to be. Leaving isnt a threat to me any more because thats what you have always done to me.
I am more an adult than what you think.
I dont ask for much!
Are you freaking kidding me!?!?! I do way more than what i should. I cant believe u had the freaking nerve to tell me to earn my money!! If u could only see all that i do and more for this job!!!!!!!!! I hate that u of all ppl just told me that!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shouldnt even have any part in this but i do. All im asking for is ten lousy dollars that i end up giving to u so that u dont have to worry about all the small stuff!!!!!! I feel as if my efforts dont matter….do i even matter to u??
